Brogues

Each Saturday night my father lined up our eighteen
         church shoes on newspaper pages on the dining room table,

opened his large tin of polishes, waxes, creams, and brushes,
         and set to work, smiling his private smile and whistling

through the wide gap between his front teeth. I kissed him
         goodnight to the scent of blacking.

He favored a shoe well-worn, patched
         and re-soled, the leather conditioned. Box calf, full-grain, peccary.

Cordovan, made of connective tissue from a horse’s backside
         and come down centuries via the Spaniards of Córdoba. Galoshes,

wingtip, monk strap—words delivered from his lips with pleasure and fanfare.
         Like the made-up nonsense words he roared

near nightly—as the toast burned or his barouche failed to start,
         as water rose through the basement floor or a ladder

tipped away from the window. Brilt he would yell.
         Brilt me back. Nipchule. We always laughed, but he

was nervous, with one malformed ankle, a limp, seven kids
         and a bad ticker. One evening he worried a hole in his pant leg

circling and circling one fingertip.
         When I lit out alone for California,

he stood in the driveway, holding my mother’s elbow
         and a basket of items he thought I might need. I left

most of it with him—tiny prayer book, sewing kit, a bottle
         of Lily of the Valley.

He offered so much. I took so little. Years later, after he died,
         I carried home his black-and-white brogues, the old white polish

caked deep into cracks. Line of tiny holes along the toes and sides,
         swooping across the instep.

Brogues—for treading the boggy places,
         punched full of weepholes to let the water drain.

Veronica Kornberg is a poet from the Bay Area of California. Recipient of the Morton Marcus Poetry Prize, her work has been published in numerous journals, including RHINO, Indiana Review, New Ohio Review, Rattle, On the Seawall, Catamaran, and Plume. She is a peer reviewer for Whale Road Review.